Hi everyone! Well this weekend was alot of fun! The kids and I finished up our 10 days without brian by Going out to dinner on saturday! It was so much fun. Slade chose wendy's but we just had a lot of giggles, and the anticipation of knowing brian was coming home was exciting. I know 10 days isnt much, and i know i have done a lot longer, and so has so many other people, but time away, is time away in my eyes. Our 10 days had been FILLED up with fun things to do. We did petting farms, and shopping, playtime and Pools, Crafts and walks, we just had so much fun!!! Every night at dinner, we do this thing with the kids where we ask them what their favorite part of their day was, and their worst part of their day. Slade ALWAYS has a bad part of his day, whether it be something small, or something large, there is always a bad part.... BUT to my surprise, the time brian was away, he never ONCE had a bad part of his day. He says his days were all good and he cant find a bad part. That warms my heart. I try so hard to keep them happy and busy, and I guess my hard work pays off!
Brian got home saturday Night. The kids thought he wasnt going to be home until they woke up sunday morning, BUT as we were reading our bedtime stories, daddy snuck in and crawled in bed while we were reading. Slades face was at first SCARED that he saw someone, but as he STARED, a smile came to his face, and he leaped up and tightly grabbed brians neck and hugged him tight, as did sis. It brought tears to my eyes (im a big mush).My little family couldn't get any happier at times, and its pretty awesome to feel and see the love. We didnt finish reading, because daddy had souvineers to pass out and we had a week and a half to talk about!
Sunday was mothers day, and i woke up to the kids and brian leaving so i could have a break and some ME time. When they got home i was ready for them to be home. I was bored. they brought me in my mothers day flowers and gifts! Slade also was rewarded with a hotwheel track of his choice, because he was so good at being the man of the house when daddy was gone, and he followed all the rules, and was a good boy! He chose a grave digger track, kind of ironic since we were taking him to the monster trucks on the beach later that evening and he had no idea! haha. anyways, we went out to breakfast then came home to give the kids naps and get ready to head out to monsters on the beach!
The anticipation of the crowds, and the parking always get me into a panic attack....Too many thoughts running through my head.... so much can happen at things like that. So ALWAYS at a big event, i am pretty "bitchy" until things get settled. We got settled in our seats, that were WAY far on the end, but ended up being really nice, because we didnt have people sitting on our "laps" like the other stands did. The monster trucks werent as fun as we have seen before, but too the kids it was AWESOME.... aside from the fact that slade was PISSED that grave digger and MAX D wasnt there.... and i mean MAD. haha. Anyways, it was alot of fun. Why is it that food is so expensive at things like that?! I went and bought ONE thing of fries and ONE drink to share between the 4 of us, and when the man told me 10 dollars I about shit myself! WHAT!!! anywhosit, it was worth it.
I have to tell you that my husband tried taking out his entire family at the monster trucks. I think it was his plan the entire time. "hmmm i will take my family to the monster trucks, and have it end tragically by falling down the bleachers and taking out my wife and kids!"...... As we were leaving, i had slade on my hip and i was carrying him down the bleachers, as the crowd was getting thick and i didnt want him to get "lost." so I started down and all of a sudden I hear LOUD CLATTER and a big WOAH, with a mass amount of weight on my shoulders, sending me to fall forward. As i was thinking I was going to smash my face along with slades on the bleahers in front of me, i was scared to death that slade was going to get hurt, not to mention what was happening behind me! As i was "free falling" and yelling OH NO!!! i see this hand grab my arm, and i felt myself being stopped. The weight on my back was MASSIVE and my arm that was holding slade was crushed on the side of the bleachers. As i look up, this gentleman that was infront of me had GRABBED me and saved us. When i looked up I saw his poor son being held by his shoulder.... the little boy was just dangling there with this look on his face like "what the fuck!" .... This nice man saved me, and my kids! I guess another man saved me too, but i didnt see him. I couldnt say thank you enough, but i was trying to figure out what happened. My clumsy husband tripped while we was carrying sis down the stands, and since he didnt have a free arm, he leaned on me. See, it was his plan to take the whole family out! haha. anyways, i guess what i am getting at, is all things happen for a reason. That man that was sitting in front of me when we fell, wasnt there until probably the last half our of the show. Before hand there were teenagers sitting in front of me. All i can think of, is that man was there to help me. I know it sounds weird, and strange but its true. This could have been really bad.... i mean really bad. but it wasnt, thanks to 2 angels in the forms of men. Brian said he saw the man sitting next to him, book it down the stands to catch me. We were like dominos. and the guy infront of me turned around when i yelled OH NO, and his instict was to grab me. Kind hearted fellows!
The rest of our evening was spent with me teasing brian about how he tried to kill me and his kids.... haha.
Okay so, now that i blabbed on and on, heres the challenge!
Day 71: your biggest fear:
My biggest fear is death. Death scares the shit out of me.... I guess HOW i am going to die is what scares me most. I know you don't know whats going to happen, but my brain wonders and it scares me. I get scared knowing that you can't ever come back here again...at least in this form, with these same people, and i get panic attacks when i think about it! Yes by far, death is my biggest fear.
Day 72:would you break the law to save someone you love:
This isnt even a question to answer. Hell yes i would. i would do anything to save the ones i love- end of story!
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